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Makin a list...
Posted:Nov 15, 2015 9:22 am
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2018 6:56 pm
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And checkin it twice
Goin to try to keep everything nice
List of blogs, thoughts, pondering, wishing, and daily fun...

The Fun Stuff - about me

On sex The kind of fg I need __ Sexy sounds he makes -- SomedaysConstant state of arousal -- Intimacy and the moment __ What kind of style __searching forThe other side to casual fwbs

Toys r'us Request to see my toys__New toys

My kinks: My master list for BDSM 2018
Alternative thinkin are you kink friendly update2016 __ Just a view into my kinks
Kinky search, for me and for you __The list __ My kinks bondage
Orgasm study__ Orgasm study__Kinky mind for me

My searches: not currently looking for anyone new.

Tongue Goes in First tonight__Squirty needs towels__Flirty Friday __Sinday morning and The list
another day done__Finding your MOJO
Sinday mornin __Seems I have __ confidence and attraction are they two different things
Photo time Male nude partial nude d15c
A post for some retrospect I suppose -- Trying to sleep -- Lustful thoughtsmind wanders at work

Virtual Symposium
1st time for the 12th VS International Intrigue -- 13th Virtual world and blogs -- 14th vs First dates
15th VS Black and White __ 16th vs Casual relationships __17th The First Time __18th VS Its a Secret&vs18its a secret__19thVS Its science time__20thVS My life as a __VS23 Dreams

Ponderings
Sexy saturdaypenis thoughts__ Adventures in dating land for tues__Mornin ladywood
Carpet service required__Sinday mornin well lunch time__Sex chat __Thirsty Thursday free time
world of words __ Logical right__Friday __ What kind of style
Strokin wat __Where o'where are you hiding


Just for daily FUN
Finally Friday__ Just another day in paradise __ Saturday free time
another chilly winter night j14n16 __ Sexy saturday night j3n16
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Add a post on a Tuesday
Posted:Nov 13, 2018 2:30 pm
Last Updated:Nov 14, 2018 8:41 pm
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Somedays I tend to forget that my sexual adventures over the years may be a bit out there for a few, nothing illegal but far more kinkier than some of the stories I've listened to. And I'm sure theres plenty I havent tried yet, in fact I know there are some things I want to try with an established partner.

Anyway,
Sitting here eating my daily yogurt and flipping thru my pics, I come across this one I had saved from a vanilla blog site.

So I'm at 66 yrs. Lol. But because I am drug free (the rarest person from BC you will ever meet).

When my sex kink list is hovering around DVDP and 5m1F all holes open.... and mmf with my strapon, and sensual massage leading to passionate sex. Stag/vixen is currently on my hot list.
So I guess sex in the rain would be up there for some, same with oral sex. (Which is a strange thought because I have an oral fixation on cock, I have to remember that some don't care for it).

Fantasies and desires can be really hot, but some days they should be kept in your head and left there. Lol

Anyhoo.....yogurt is done, back to reality.
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Sinday in the badlands
Posted:Nov 11, 2018 7:11 pm
Last Updated:Nov 14, 2018 7:17 am
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It was a busy one with yard work and stuffs around the farm.
No hot dates on a long weekend but did get a message or two from the drive thru guys but they don't count.

The photos came in the other day and definitely a few worked out better than expected.



Of course many I can not share publicly but those I shared with the vanilla friend and he thought they where hot. The ones on the kink site didnt gather much interest but more because I don't hookup on there plus I'm over 35. Lol
And I cant even use those photos on the dating site, lol, so I will just stick to selfies on there.

Obviously my kink search has been a dead end on this site also, so showing those pics wouldn't make sense on here.
But the lingerie pics will work on this site, we are going to try those again because the sheen from the black sheer didnt really work out in the photos...and the prop was a little awkward to shoot on. But there is always a next time.

So apart from my adding mulch to the gardens, putting stuff away, chopping a box of kindling, I was pondering over fitting more exercise into my daily schedule especially the stretching. Im pretty limber already but can definitely do more pilates for my flexibility in my back.
But I want to get a few more lbs shed before the next set of photos at any rate. Lol

Anyhoo,
How was your day?
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Preview
Posted:Nov 9, 2018 1:32 pm
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2018 9:12 pm
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So the phtoshoot ... lets just say that I had a hard time getting into it, mainly because I've been told over n over that older women arent sexy.
As hard as I tried I couldn't shake that from my mind. So ya, I had a tough time visualizing that " sexy" and 'desirable' in order to 'get in the mood'.

There was the occasional photo that I liked but like a typical photographer he was focused on my face and I was uncomfortable with showing my whole body in the shots. But there are a few that I can share amongst friends and a few that can be posted on my sites.


Plus the super long stint of singlneness did not add help with the visuals. Lol
The photoguy kept trying with encouraging words like "just picture a hot date" or "a nice big cock waiting for you" or "what would turn him on (in terms of date/lover/partner)" .... he was trying until I had to tell him that I've only had sex a few times with 2 different men in the last 5 , and theres no line up beating down my door for kink either. Lol. Then he changed his encouragements to something else. at least he was trying.
... and he wasn't being one of those guys that constantly refer to women and comparing you to them.

I may try and book in a boudoir shoot, but again they like to focus on the face
So I will have to be very clear about not having my face in the pics.
There are photographers out there that are willing to do boudoir photos with women over 40, and there are some that will work with men! (Called dudeoir)
From what I seen those pics can sure make any body type look hot!
From what I have read those photos can really boost you up, heaven knows I some of that right now.

Anyway,
Also didn't really help that I feel under the weather as the flu is going around the office. Lol

I hope to get another chance before the end of the year to get new photos done again. Still need a few more photos for my kink profile.

Sexy bloggers,
Have you had any pro photos done?

Not the selfie types or home pics (unless the other has some good experience with photos).
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Gettin wet
Posted:Nov 6, 2018 1:22 pm
Last Updated:Nov 9, 2018 9:54 am
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Not in the fun way though... lol



Rain rain n more rain here, not sure but at this time of year it should actually be snow n ice by now.

But ya, I wish I was getting wet n dirty right about now, would be a great way to spend an evening this week.
The dating site has been as dead as spawned out salmon floating in the creek... which means, not good.
I am creating a new profile on the kink site to separate my group/community stuff from my personal searches for partners. Which is better than clogging up my friends feed with my comments and ads.

Craving sex, but what else is new. I have received a few messages from younger men on the dating site, but when thier profile photos look too good to be true they are 98%time fake. Hot young very attractive guys online... lol

Anyhoo, just waiting for someone and killin time.

Enjoy your day
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Sinday down on the farm..
Posted:Nov 4, 2018 5:00 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2018 9:16 am
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So the morning started with crepes and the day will end with roast salmon with muchroom couscous.

Lets see, managed to build the cat door (ps, I'm not a carpenter or handyperson) and at least it fits in the window. Just have to pick up some spray foam to finish..... well now I need to make a cat ladder. (Yes the steps to crazy cat lady has begun). Lol

What else
I need to rebuild my front porch and hang some barn door sliders on the bedrooms.... but yanno, I'm working through it.
This afternoon I had to color my hair for the photo shoot this week.
Which, not being fuckable according to many men, check out Amy Schumer's skit on "last fuckable day" w3.comedycentral.co.uk/amy-schumer/articles/you-need-to-rewatch-amy-schumers-last-fuckable-day-sketch



But I will try out that 'feel sexy' thing, and try my best to take some hot photos. Then block every guy with certain profiles that comment on my pics or message.... lol... maybe not but maybe
#NotFuckable
We'll see about that, maybe the younger men will notice the new pics and send me an invite.

And then, its Sinday and now its rainy and cooling off and its dark out and the salmon is starting to smell good....

I am just hoping my work day isn't too long on Thursday because I am having the photos done in the evening.

Back to being a handyperson, next I am hanging birch plywood on my master bedroom ceiling. But i am going to varathane it before I hang it. Lol

Sexy bloggers,
How was your day?
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Just some words
Posted:Nov 3, 2018 10:49 am
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2018 12:06 pm
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Reclaiming your sexual self is the thought process.

Found words that gave some light to the bad experiences I found with the nsa men:

The solution is to give yourself permission to be playful, to take risks, to be less emotionally intimate and more sexy. For many people, a far greater turn-on than emotional intimacy is feeling desired. "The secret is to forget about doing what you think is normal, and instead embrace whatever it is that makes you feel fun and young and sexy," says Hall. "Feeling desired is a prelude to feeling desire."

-What happened to good sex in hookups...

'that men engaged in hook-ups are less invested in their female partners’ pleasure than they are when in relationships, becoming more attentive and concerned about their partner’s pleasure as the relationship progresses. And that women engaged in hook-ups are less likely to express their desires and advocate for themselves in sex than are women in relationships.

(interesting thoughts)...I want women to have the same sexual freedoms as do men, to feel entitled to whatever sexual desires and pleasures they’re after, to participate in hook-ups if they want. But I also want them to have good sex. And it’s in relationships, not hook-ups, that [all/most] women are [most] likely to find the satisfaction they seek.



So,
That has been proven in my experiences in the last 31 years of having sex between romantic/non-romantic relationships and nsa hookups. Being left sexually frustrated more times than I care to count, leaves me with a huge desire for the better experience with sex. I have had to masturbate 'after sex' far too many times due to ED, too quick, too meh, too whatever was missing, that I stopped meeting altogether and just masturbated instead. Which in turn led to a few issues with excessive masturbation.... but we all know that story.

So the pursuit for the better experience
Won't be found on this site, just sayin that now because the chorus from the peanut party would be 'just hookup'.

Keeping the libido in check means limiting the visual stimulation and distracting my mind from hot thoughts by doing boring things. Lol

Sexy bloggers,
How are you today?
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Date services?
Posted:Nov 2, 2018 1:25 pm
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2018 1:10 pm
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So sexy bloggers do you have dating services in your area?
Kinda like the 'gf/bf experience', where they take you out for a date and actually have a good time. They are actors after all so they would atleast pretend to be having a good time, ... well at least they won't sit there and dumbly look at you with a scowl on thier faces or put very little effort into chatting, and then degrade you when it comes to the sex or put in even less effort.

We don't have services for women here as most assume we should just be happy with the anonymous hookups that are constantly offered.

But even just a date service where its a nice conversation over coffee or drinks, or a hike, or something fun or romantic (if thats your thing). How about sensual massage where he isn't creepy about it or just doesn't target the very attractive women.


Boony'ville does not offer this, but does your city or state offer anything besides nsa hookups?

The weather is doing its BC thing and changing every couple of hours, but after this shitty week I really craving some mental stimulation and to have some faith restored in humanity...well, in mainly men and thier attitudes with older women. . Lol, but not really chuckling...

Touch deprivation becomes real.

Anyhoo,
I just counting down the hrs to the days end.
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Archives...
Posted:Nov 1, 2018 8:41 pm
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2018 4:52 pm
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What are those shows about antique hunters

Cleaning up my kink profile and removing all the sexy photos from it, I seen this great memory....



Ex-mono'partner took that pic.
Not missing him, but missing how open he was to my fantasies and desires. Interestingly enough he was the only one that was supportive that way.

Anyhoo,
I have to borrow a laptop to move a mass amount of photos around.

Still thinkin on what kind of pics I will take next week with the photographer.

Enjoy the thirsty Thursday
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Whisper in my ear...
Posted:Nov 1, 2018 1:52 pm
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2018 12:35 pm
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The devil is on my shoulder. ..

I'm trying to stay distracted with work and reading and stuffs.
But. ..
Geez..

the devil is on my shoulder whispering sweet nothings in my ear,
filling my mind with thoughts of hot sexy nekid men,

leading my mind to sensual pleasures,
to the missed feelings of orgasms,

reminding me that it's been a loonngg time since I squirted,
since I've had a cock down my throat, 

feeling the hard pounding...
.... the scent of sex and taste of lust.

That little devil looks great in her sexy lingerie,
her voice sweet as honey, 
temptation is a reward for good behavior. 

The devil on my shoulder has piqued my desire. 

Now what.
The devil comes in a red dress.
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My mind wandered today...
Posted:Nov 1, 2018 7:01 am
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2018 8:03 am
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To stroke my lust

to stroke your ego
(and mine)

How was your day?

My thoughts wandered a few times today.

To a tall man, a new friend, a new lover
Standing behind me, arms around me,
cock pressed in my back
hand on my breast

The feel of his body against mine
big, powerful, all male, all 6'5"
wrapped around me.
Holding me to him
I can feel his breath in my hair
his warmth
his cock

Yes, my mind wandered today

To having that man,
in front of me, waiting
tied to my bed, blindfold on

ass waiting, cock peeking
Making you wait
Feel my hand across your skin
Leaving prints that only I can see
for the night.
As lovers, time is short...

fingers probing,
pulling your cock though
sucking and fondling
hmm,

Yes, my mind wandered today

To my slim cock
in your sweet ass, my hands prints
reminding you I am there.

Your hard cock begging for attention
watching it throb

It will get its turn
in my wet and willing
stroking my lust
Feeling my hunny
surround it.
Deep and slow, hard and fast
I feel you cock

do you feel mine

Yes, my mind wandered today
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Just a thought
Posted:Nov 1, 2018 6:40 am
Last Updated:Nov 4, 2018 4:26 pm
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more

I need more than a screen.
I am still human,
I am still a woman,
I am still more than just a cunt on the screen,

I am done with supplying endless wank fodder beyond what I already supply on my profiles.
I am done with stroking virtual cocks and their egos.

I need more than words on a screen.
I want sex, I want skin contact, I want play
I want those words to come Alive, ...

I am at a point that I Need those words to be real,
I am out there to meet people that interest me
And I am more than just a screen

You can tell me all you want about how much you want to do what ever it is
But I need that to be real
I need to see those words come alive
You want to fuck all night long, then you better do it
otherwise they are just words on my screen.

I want more than just words.

random thoughts for a hump day
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